This is a perfect storm of suck… I am super sleep-sensitive to where I am destroyed without my full 8 hours and the previous morning I got to bed late and was awoken at 6am or so by a damn earthquake. Never went back to sleep, naturally. Been a rough day. Been a long day. Been a stressful evening. Perfect way to end it? Feeling the effects of the lack of sleep and still-active day catching up with me and making me lose my appetite and oh ya – make me unable to sleep still. So I haven’t eaten anything in 17 hours, have no sleep and am getting hassled by a girl who smoked too much weed earlier and is now having a paranoid attack at my expense…
Just in case I turn into one of those crazy “murdered by” stories, i’d like to document some of the top messages actually currently being made by an ex hook-up blowing up my phone every several minutes since 11:30pm (it is now 5am – although to be fair to her – I think she finally stopped about an hour ago and i’m just out of it for reasons unrelated to her so my sense of time is a little wonky):
1- screenshots of her Facebook account with with adjoining text that makes no sense (at least to me, anyway). Example: A quote in her status + a text that calls me an evil liar that doesnt say what he means (remember who we’re talking about here… me… not saying.. what I mean… case closed in the Crazy department)
2- Lots of statements about me being a “liar” and “evil” but no specific accusations. even when asked. which yes – I know was a mistake to engage. but I’m a sucker. I totally did. for awhile at least. tried to talk her off the ledge cuz she was saying suicide stuff earlier.
3- a screenshot of my Instagram account (I only have 1 picture on there. dont get excited) with text saying that she blocked me on there. No explanation of why the screenshot was necessary.
4- says she’s going to have me arrested, is suing me (doesn’t say for what) and is on the phone with police except she auto-corrected it to “on the phone Ruth police”, which I imagine being a granny hotline or something.
5- thinks I have been tapping her phone and snooping in her email (no explanation how either is possible considering she doesnt have a phone and idk her email) and is “on the phone with Google”.
I can’t stop the messages and to make it even worse, I cant even swipe them away cuz my lame iPhone is bugging and doing that half-swipe bounce thing to where I cant even unlock it right now (gonna have to reset it) so I just see the incoming stream of her insanity crawling across my phone while i’m stuck in this sleepless nightmare. lol.
I took a Benadryl which normally knocks me out like a piano dropped on my head but so far its just made me feel more sick and is messing with my mind. Took some Pepto to relieve the sickness and it made me heave pinkness. kindov the opposite of what I was going for.
and the message keep on coming… with lots – and I mean lots – of autocorrections and typos.
Today is also my birthday. I wonder if it’ll get better. or I wonder if this is how I die.
She sounds like a peach.